sadly gender matters.

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 me with a bunch of girls. in red!!

minsan…

mahirap makisama sa mga sasabihin nla, hindi sa kanila, dun sa sinasabi nila... ... palgay ko hindi mo yun nakuha.
expound.

pag babae ka.. at puro lalaki kasama at kaibigan mo. dalawa lng ang iisipin ng tao sa iyo.

1. lesbian ka.

2. boyfriend mo (or anything with the same concept) ung isa sa mga kasama mo sa grupo..

nakakainis na rin minsan.. at minsan inisip ko na rin kung sana naging lalaki nalng ako..

hmm..

mas gusto kc ng tatay ko ang anak na lalaki.

hindi ko kailangang magpakahirap sa panganganak.

i can sleep with my male friends.. sleepovers!! <n hndi ganun ksaya pag babae ang ksama>

pwede akung magbanda :)

pwede akung umuwi ng mas late..

at hindi ganun khgpit khit only child ka..

canyouimagine.

how my life would turn out if im a boy. i will never love him.

charmaine toodles.

nyaiks.

sana lng naitama ko na yung mga ginawa ko.

alam mo ba na ang hirap hirap magpanggap na ayos ka lang… pero kailangan mong gawin yun dahil may mga taong mas kailangan ng mga taong dadamay kesa sa iyo..

 ngunit sa kasamaang plad isa ako dun sa mga taong mas pipiliing dumamay at mabaliw kesa kaawaan.

comments.. hmm. suck.

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anh1990 (2 hours ago) Show Hide
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Be positive, be positive people, for give and forget. LIve happy!!!!!!!

Holyfiremikey (3 hours ago) Show Hide
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But I did the same thing to you as well in my replies, I’m sorry kelalala, I hope we can look past this, because I don’t hate you, if someone ever teases you about being Chinese, I would feel bad about that too.Take care

Holyfiremikey (3 hours ago) Show Hide
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I apologize kelelala. I hope we can make peace, because if anyone ever teased or disrespected a Chinese, I would defend that Chinese person as much as I would a Korean, American, Japanese, African American, Mexican, whoever it may be, I would feel bad that any ethnicity would get mocked.I didn’t care that you teased me about being Korean, I cared that you were teasing an ethnicity.

Holyfiremikey (3 hours ago) Show Hide
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Hey man, I realized, I’ve contributed to the escalation of our argument, that has just turned in to plain insults.So for that, I want to say I’m really really sorry, I shouldn’t have said a lot of the things I said to you. I feel really bad for insulting you in different ways, I lost control and for that, in the ways I’ve offended you,

highflyer (6 hours ago) Show Hide
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Lol, i’m an average asian that SPEAKS malaysian

kelelala (11 hours ago) Show Hide
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ok, the meaning of ur id is: holyfreakinmonkey~
I have important things to do, and I have no time and interest to talk with a monkey, so enjoy ur spamming, monkey(u’d better do ur plastic surgery anyway)enjoy ur solo~monkey~hahahahaha

kelelala (11 hours ago) Show Hide
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Holyfiremikey, you are just an american borned monkey, indeed, you are dumb and ugly(watch yourself in the mirror, you stupid).do know what? there are an awful lot of ABC(American borned Chinese) in the US, and u guy just an american borned monkey, I know why you so angry, because you r a loser and what other ppl to respect u, however, no one respects u monkey, dumbass

kelelala (11 hours ago) Show Hide
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Holyfiremikey, you are really cheap, see the crap you put here(is there anyone spamming like you idiot?), and I believe you really need plastic surgery, because you really look ugly–that’s the truth.

Holyfiremikey (14 hours ago) Show Hide
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You’re making things up, look it up in your encyclopedia, I just did, and according to that, you’re wrong.

Holyfiremikey (14 hours ago) Show Hide
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If you’re saying people should know about a country, before they talk about it, why are you saying Britian and British is a language. Great Britain, is an island on the British Isles, not a language. British, can refer to the British peoples, or British english. But British alone is not a language, British english is a style of english, so the language is still not British, but english.
parnsis

wow! what a great timing for a new post!

biology longtest… but i still manage to have a new post..

sana lang kasi ginagawa ko ‘to ‘pag hindi ako busy eh… pressure.

this not the right time to do such things..

anyway 5 minutes ago, im interested in writing a post.. but now.. argh, when boredness stikes..

maski eto pang ginawa kong blog n dapat ay pupunan ang katamaran at boredom, dun pa ko tinamad. sayang. masarap sana makipag-usap.

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lately, i easily drop things.. figuratively and literally. i wish, for the love of mother and child, ill not let go with my photographs, please not my photographs.

why is it so easy to say things yet so hard to speak?

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game! 

 i dont know what to say.. maybe its just that, no one really listens.. 

regardless of that, which i dont really care, im craping out again with my not so special life :)

 its just that he cant notice it, i like him, isnt it obvious. i dont acually believe that i can, or anyone, love somebody trully but i dont care.. i feel what i feel. and i know what i feel . do i?if everybody really knows how to love.. how can he not.. ahh nevermind.

here’s vegas:

Vegas

Artist(Band):All Time Low

Tonight, we lie awake

Remember how the coffee made us shake on those long drives?

One more long night

Another seven days

Heartbeat racing

The interstate, my home tonight

For one more long night

I’m sure as hell the happiest I’ve ever been

We can’t hide, we let go

We’ve got more than we know

My friends are a different breed

My friends are

There’s a ghost in this room

I think I’ll name it after all of you

And watch it hang over my bed like decorations celebrated

Memories, they came and went in light of all the time we spent

Listening to everything our parents told us not to take in

Now make a change

I’m counting down

The mile marks to every town

And falling more in love

With the distance put between us

We can’t hide, we let go

We’ve got more than we know

My friends are a different breed

My friends are everything

Make this last, take it slow

We’ve got it all figured out for now

So let us live our lives without a doubt

Tonight we lie awake

Remember how the coffee made us shake on those long drives?

One more long night

Another seven days

Heartbeat racing

The interstate, my home tonight

For one more long night

From coast to coast, I’ll make the most

Of every second I’ve been giving with this crowd

Without a doubt, you’re all I dream about

At night we lie awake

With stories taking us back to the nights we felt alive

The nights we felt alive

I would’ve married you in Vegas

Had you given me the chance to say “I do”

Couldn’t make it anymore obvious, could you

Be anymore obvious

I would’ve married you in Vegas

Had you given me the chance to say “I do”

Couldn’t make it anymore obvious, could you

Be anymore obvious, could you?

January 17, 2008
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rainy days . . Author: charmaineisanalien . Comments: Leave a Comment

im nervous.. and i like it..

Sabi nila, kapag kinakabahan ka ibig sabihin lamang nito na pinapahalagahan mo kung ano man iyon.
Pano ba tlga malalaman kung nahulog ka na isang tao?
Sana lang kasi alam niya para hindi ako nahihirapan, pero kung ganun ung mangyayari, lalo lang mas magiging mahirap ang mga bgay..
Tama rin naman ung nabasa ko, dapat daw ay maaga palang sinasabi mo na sa crush mo para hindi na lalong lumalalim ung pagtingin mo sa kanya dahil mabilis ka nyang irereject.
Kahit anong pilit mo, hahaha tlgang hindi ka nya magugustuhan.. hai…
Pare ko, magkukwento lang ako.. ganito kasi, may taong hindi ko naman talaga dapat <pero sa susunod ko na ikkwento ksi tintamad pa ako>

http://www.sweeneytoddmovie.com/site/index.html?dl=

its just another nothing…

woi.. it was not planned, pero tlagang gusto ko na ata xa… hai.. maybe this is a lot harder than doing hard things..??

that’s all!! haha.. my shortest post..

toodles charmaine

uh-oh hotdog! -b. lee

in my last vacation, i spend so much time in watching tv… whole day, im infront of it, its like im waiting for something.. haha partida pa yan nawawala ung remote namin. anyway in this tv galore, i begn to hav interst in stand-up comedy.. im mean i want people to have a different view when it comes to stUp comedy..

stUp=gay people making fun of themselves and other people. ist not the same in other countries esp. america, where the “dudes” were really funny.. u should try one..

I stayed up really late last night just to watch this program in jack tv called the last comic standing (best comedians in america).. and i started to have the visions of myself doing a sketch in madtv which is a very good thing to do! (get the hell out of here if thats not!)

i really want to post my sketch in here, but as they say its in the delivery… :) happy laughing!

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HOLLYWOOD – Deep in the recesses of a studio lot where Lucille Ball used to work, Bobby Lee was being tossed on his head. His pals on Fox’s smart “Mad TV” were at first howling, then concerned. “Are you OK?” wondered cast member Ike Barinholtz, who did the tossing.

“I have a headache,” said a wobbly Lee, making his way toward a cameraman.

Later, the diminutive Lee would acknowledge that it was a small price to pay for the most important thing in his life. “Anything for the laugh,” he said.

Lee has been going for the laugh since his days at Painted Rock Elementary, Twin Peaks Middle School and Poway High. A raucous kid, he was forever getting into trouble along with younger brother Steven.

His traditional Korean parents owned clothing stores in Escondido and Encinitas, and it was expected that Bobby would take over the business. But there were few laughs peddling women’s dresses.


Late on a midweek afternoon, Lee was nestled in his funky dressing room at Hollywood Center Studios. He was tired, having worked his regular stand-up spot the night before at the famous Comedy Store on Sunset Boulevard. He’d made it home to his place in the hip Silver Lake neighborhood, but the “Mad TV” call was early (the show returns for its 10th season tomorrow night), and the cast and crew were counting on him.

In his fourth year, Lee, 32, has helped ignite a show deep with performing and writing talent, fashioning pieces more pointed and sharper than its competition, the venerable “Saturday Night Live” (which this year loses its most popular cast member, Jimmy Fallon).

Much of Lee’s comedic work focuses on being Asian, dealing up front with stereotypes. He’s appeared in sketches as Connie Chung, Michelle Kwan, Jackie Chan and a crazed North Korean President Kim Jong-Il.

In one memorable bit, Lee and former cast member Will Sasso played young professionals having a drink after work. Sasso drips salsa on his silk shirt and turns to Lee asking how to get the stain out. “You know, we all don’t own a Chinese laundry,” Lee says, “we all don’t have buck teeth, we all don’t speak with accents.”

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toodles charmaine

ahh… its been a while!

there’s a lot of things goin’ on.. actually i dont know where to start.

i am leaving my most tragic love story.. haha,well at least we, i mean, i reached a year. im so lost at that time, sabi nga nila nakainom daw ako… pero me myself set that date and promised no extensions. its very, believe me, VERY hard to leave an environment that youre familiar with. im not looking forward to another tragic love story… gives me more melodies to sing and words to rhyme.

another thing that i get into these past few days was our practice for the xmas presentation, away, kanta, sayaw at mas madami pang away at gaguhan.. pero aus lang worth it.. lesson: may bounderies pa rin ang mga teachers at students..

this week was amazing, aus na sana yalang natalo ang hit n run.. nway aus na rin, actually hindi rin ako masyadong nag-enjoy except for that one thing.. nyeks nu kaya yun..

alam kaya ng maraming tao na takot na takot ako kay nemesis, cno kayang gumawa ng character na yun.. well he definitely made my greatest fear!! sana lang hindi sya magkatotoo.. as if.. eto xa oh:

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(oh di ba, mukha palang nakakainis na..)

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“battle of the bands” was a big production, and also a big crap. Sana lang matinong mga banda na ang sasali next yir kong meron man. speaking of bands, sarap palang kumuha ng mga band pic! may challenge kasi kailangan silang magmukang astigin kahit halata naman na mga bata pa. tapos sa mga band pic, mas may impact kong nakaporma din ung background.. (magsulat kaya ako ng article na tungkol sa sangkatutak na siyensiya ng pagkuha ng band pic?)

eto example oh:

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ah nanalo ung mga babae, tas sumunod ung mga lalaki tas ung president.. lam na nila yun..

Raimund Marasigan… haha.. he is my inspiration. i may not be playing any instrument, for goodness sake, if i did not saw him so dedicated in making music..

a little intro:

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Raimund Emmanuel Parcon Marasigan (born May 22, 1971) is a rock musician and record producer in the Philippines. The breadth of his projects has made him one of the most well-respected mainstays of the Philippine rock band scene. He also plays guitar,bass,keyboards,and percussions.
nice.
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and for the christmas party, astig, hindi naman gaanong halata na parang cram lang lahat, masaya pa rin naman, daming gifts tnx!!!

wats the true meaning of christmas? see for your self

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tas to pa..

i dont want to put anything in here.. i’m just testing my visual skills!

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